Mogsie

is it Friday yet?

2009-09-10T09:40:00.000-07:00

I miss the view from my 'office' already...I am getting a cold, so I took some nighttime stuff to be able to breathe all night... while I slept okay, I am now groggy, and grumpy as I imagine the devil to be when he has a headcold...No, not h1n1 ~ I live to far out in the sticks for that. Though I DO live in a tourist town...**shrug** at any rate, I am dragging really bad this morning, all I want

two in a row...

2009-09-08T07:37:00.000-07:00

Today is the second day that I have managed to be up and moving before 7 ante meridiem (a.m.) I was actually smart, and got the coffee machine all ready to go last night before I went to bedyes, I amaze myself with my cleverness sometimes... oOh shush you!Walk this morning was foggy, I made a whole quarter of a mile before I got tired... means half mile in all, right? Don't laugh, that is pretty

waking up

2009-09-07T07:45:00.000-07:00

Thisis what I wake up to each morning...As I become more coherent...I just want to close my eyes and hope the day goes away... but no, I get up ~"gosh mom, you are actually kind of TALL"And once I am standing...SHE curls up someplace and goes back to sleep.

2009-09-06T14:42:00.000-07:00

Sunday, and for most people in this world, the beginning of a new week.I skipped church today to have the house to myself... it was a good thing to do. I made it through todays NYTimes, and I did not once lose my coffee cup!For the first time in a very long time I actually had a cup of HOT coffee. yes, I amazed myself with that little feat...well, two feats actually. I am currently doing laundry,

so...what IS today?

2009-09-05T13:40:00.000-07:00

Without a way to mark time, it kind of loses its' meaning around here. I get up, do the days schtuff, and then go to bed. The only difference is that I am now doing more things in the daylight... like a "real" human being.:)Raining today, it is lovely. Though, the kids are coming to get t1ks' things, and now they will get ruined... it will all be thrown away anyways, and t1k has no balls to stick

New Month

2009-09-01T20:03:00.000-07:00

four months left in 2009 ~ wow.no, I've not a clue in this world where the year went. For the past three months straight I was involved in the theater gig ~ loved it, and feel a bit lost tonight without it... I suppose I shall survive, and get on with my life...Today was spent sorting things out ~ I packed two different boxes, and then took a bunch of loose things to the storage. I have all month

half an hour

2009-08-31T08:13:00.001-07:00

oops, been a week since my last time on here.Bad Sue!Again with the turning point thing in my life... I am getting a bit tired of momentous type decisions. Okay, so I am more tired of things being thrust upon me than I am of actually MAKING the choices I must make.Today is my last day with 'my' theater ~ tear down this morning for the last show. While I am sad that we are finished, I am happy

Positive Attitudes are a pain sometimes....

2009-08-23T09:24:00.001-07:00

Today is honestly Sunday, but it is my Saturday. That being, I get to tear about like a mad woman and try to get a ton of things done... I am pretty sure that I will settle for getting some things done, ya know? Listening to Pandora Radio (<<-- see the links on the left there) feeling a bit guitarish this morning. I have a nice guitar, though I can not remember how to play it really. If I pick

my Friday

2009-08-22T09:35:00.000-07:00

though in the real world it is Saturday ~ I've mere hours before work.My Friday includes matinees for the month of August ~ very hard on moi at this time, but I wouldn't change it for anything. I really like live theater, and want to learn more about the things I do...or am at least attempt to do anyways.I must do what I do in a fairly decent manner, as no one tells me anything ~ could be that

Saturday

2009-08-15T10:10:00.000-07:00

argh.Twitter is down again ~ silly thing. I am NOT addicted, no sirreeeeeeeee!I must be off to the city now, I have things to get for the aminals, and my BigR is having their sale today. I was going to do the storage thing, but it is not working out easily ~ I have laundry to do, and someone else started theirs, even though I asked for the washer duties...**sigh** living here is to much of a

Rose Stains...

2009-08-13T10:13:00.001-07:00

forgive me for I have sinned...it has been three days since my last bit of nonsense...**sigh**busy three days too. At least I THINK it has been three days? Today IS the 13th right?I think the biggest news is the trip to the Hinterlands ~ I've gone ahead and registered t3k (the third kid) in school up there ~ t1 and SIL are moving to Idaho, so I must needs get a place for the school year ~ do not

NOW I am in a bad mood (foul language alert!!)

2009-08-10T11:43:00.000-07:00

I got up this morning, I was okay. I'm still feeling the cranky brought on by living here, having flareups, and all that, but I was dealing...then, the incredible shit shifting† house did its' thing, and I can not find anything... my current project has vanished into a box somewhere, and I do not feel like looking for it. (sorry, bad attitude)Then, t2k comes home with some kind (okay her normal)

THIS SPACE FOR RENT

2009-08-09T14:16:00.000-07:00

all I can do is yawn today, I can't figure out why .... well, not exactly.It has been a very long week for me... again. **insert swear words here**I've decided to take the day off, and no one is home to tell me different... the girls are at work. :)I have to clean my bedroom ~ it is BAAAAAD news. I hate vacuuming though, the damn thing weighs a ton, and I think it would be easier to carry the

what day is it again???

2009-08-08T10:33:00.000-07:00

woke up "early" today ~ relatively speaking ~ and couldn't figure out what day it was to save my life. I knew the date, but (yet again) I had no idea of the day of the week. Had to LOOK at the calendar.Guess life is busy enough that I can not be arsed to remember what day of the week I am on. My life is not a 9-5 five day a week thing ~ has not been for a very long time, and with no way to mark

it isn't Friday yet...

2009-08-06T23:36:00.001-07:00

Waiting for the kid to come home, she should be here by now...Theater was okay tonight, the show felt long, but we made it. Sell out crowd, they loved all the corny jokes and silly lines.I don't know what it is about this year, but I lost another friend to cancer this week. That makes four since February. I am to the point where I do not know what to feel, and it really no longer helps to cry. I

a normal day

2009-08-05T10:49:00.000-07:00

I have hay in my hair, and horse snot on my shirt...and I went back to bed this morning that way...Probably a good thing I currently do not have a significant other, eh? I think that it is going to take an amazing man to toler...er... love me. **sigh** I find myself wondering if such a man exists...my work for LST goes apace. I am down to 8 shows for the sound board op, and 15 for the light

its my "sunday"

2009-08-03T20:01:00.000-07:00

today, I made the epic journey to see the eldest daughter... they are about to lose their house, like so many others they fell behind on their house payments, (he is in construction) and ... yeah...**sigh**The house is nearly ready for the bank to take it over. This means that everything is now finished (or being finished) up, and the remodel will be all done.they have put about 100,000 into the

to begin with...

2009-08-02T08:21:00.000-07:00

August did not begin auspiciously for me, I woke up yesterday morning with a headache… Normal situation… but as the day progressed it went into a full blown migraine ~ then, after a bit, went into a barfing migraine… yeah. WHEEEEEE!!!! I have not felt so bad in a very long time. the stuff I take for the brain aches of that kind kept coming back up… fortunately, about 11 yesterday morning, one

Odder Still

2009-07-31T13:04:00.000-07:00

It is now afternoon ~ I did go back to sleep... for quite awhile actually.I guess acknowledging that I have this "feeling" allowed me to relax enough to sleep ~ I got up at eleven ~ just in time to say good bye to T3k. She gets to use the car today, I have to run to Wenatchee for some hay, the tonnage will not arrive for a few more days ~ I use the Ford for that.I still can not place the feeling

Odd...

2009-07-31T06:03:00.001-07:00

it is five thirty in the morning, and I am already up and out of bed…my brain turned on this morning when I woke up to a cat sniffing my face ~ I didn’t make the same mistake as last time though. I didn’t bother to find out who it was, I just… **sigh** I dunno about my cats. The Little One has been very good for the Old One…but still. SOME dignity should remain when you are nearly 9 years old,

Tuezday

2009-07-28T15:00:00.000-07:00

taking a few moments here before I venture out into the heat to take care of the horses ~ they are in the small pasture still, there is shade and plenty of water ~ though they are eating a bale of hay each day now for the three of them... I am not allowed to use the big pasture, which is a royal pain in the ass ~ with that in mind, as soon as I possibly can, I am going to move Bud and be done

cranky

2009-07-27T23:05:00.000-07:00

well, for one thing, it is really hot here right now, and I do not do well in the heat. It makes me cranky...**sigh**I hurt everywhere again, it is the usual problem I have when the stupid flare ups happen... I'm fine when I'm busy, but if I am too busy I get 0verly tired, and then everything is so much worse ~ I feel out of control, I want to yell scream and maim myself...dammit.I feel like

mondays suck

2009-07-27T10:55:00.000-07:00

Everyone is gone but me today... they work the daylight, I work the night...LOL! now there is a loaded comment, eh?**sigh**I often do not know what to do with my girls, they are both doing just fine with most things... they are mostly level headed and do the "right" things...So... here I am thinking about leaving Der Towne, thereby basically leaving all that I have tried to begin to build for

Saturday morning still...

2009-07-25T09:48:00.000-07:00

I am just now moving, I slept all night, and well into the morning ~ it is becoming a regular occurrence for me actually. Nothing suffered to much because of my sleep over, but hey... I feel better.Though I do seem to have a kink in the left side of my neck..dammit.Someone else made the coffee this morning (YAY) It isn't to very bad either. I appreciate it, whomever you are. :*I've a long day

So many things, and nothing to write about...

2009-07-23T15:20:00.000-07:00

Or maybe a more appropriate thing would be to say that I haven’t the gumption to write… And I truly do not. To many things, to much stuff, to hard to put to words… I live by my emotions these days it seems, and they have me frazzled to the very core of my person. Lets see…. **SPOINK** ooops. Gasket blew… guess I had better just set it all down to words instead of thinking. I’m working hard for