Mogsie

is it Friday yet?

2009-09-10T09:40:00.000-07:00

I miss the view from my 'office' already...I am getting a cold, so I took some nighttime stuff to be able to breathe all night... while I slept okay, I am now groggy, and grumpy as I imagine the devil to be when he has a headcold...No, not h1n1 ~ I live to far out in the sticks for that. Though I DO live in a tourist town...**shrug** at any rate, I am dragging really bad this morning, all I want

two in a row...

2009-09-08T07:37:00.000-07:00

Today is the second day that I have managed to be up and moving before 7 ante meridiem (a.m.) I was actually smart, and got the coffee machine all ready to go last night before I went to bedyes, I amaze myself with my cleverness sometimes... oOh shush you!Walk this morning was foggy, I made a whole quarter of a mile before I got tired... means half mile in all, right? Don't laugh, that is pretty

waking up

2009-09-07T07:45:00.000-07:00

Thisis what I wake up to each morning...As I become more coherent...I just want to close my eyes and hope the day goes away... but no, I get up ~"gosh mom, you are actually kind of TALL"And once I am standing...SHE curls up someplace and goes back to sleep.

2009-09-06T14:42:00.000-07:00

Sunday, and for most people in this world, the beginning of a new week.I skipped church today to have the house to myself... it was a good thing to do. I made it through todays NYTimes, and I did not once lose my coffee cup!For the first time in a very long time I actually had a cup of HOT coffee. yes, I amazed myself with that little feat...well, two feats actually. I am currently doing laundry,

so...what IS today?

2009-09-05T13:40:00.000-07:00

Without a way to mark time, it kind of loses its' meaning around here. I get up, do the days schtuff, and then go to bed. The only difference is that I am now doing more things in the daylight... like a "real" human being.:)Raining today, it is lovely. Though, the kids are coming to get t1ks' things, and now they will get ruined... it will all be thrown away anyways, and t1k has no balls to stick

New Month

2009-09-01T20:03:00.000-07:00

four months left in 2009 ~ wow.no, I've not a clue in this world where the year went. For the past three months straight I was involved in the theater gig ~ loved it, and feel a bit lost tonight without it... I suppose I shall survive, and get on with my life...Today was spent sorting things out ~ I packed two different boxes, and then took a bunch of loose things to the storage. I have all month

half an hour

2009-08-31T08:13:00.001-07:00

oops, been a week since my last time on here.Bad Sue!Again with the turning point thing in my life... I am getting a bit tired of momentous type decisions. Okay, so I am more tired of things being thrust upon me than I am of actually MAKING the choices I must make.Today is my last day with 'my' theater ~ tear down this morning for the last show. While I am sad that we are finished, I am happy

Positive Attitudes are a pain sometimes....

2009-08-23T09:24:00.001-07:00

Today is honestly Sunday, but it is my Saturday. That being, I get to tear about like a mad woman and try to get a ton of things done... I am pretty sure that I will settle for getting some things done, ya know? Listening to Pandora Radio (<<-- see the links on the left there) feeling a bit guitarish this morning. I have a nice guitar, though I can not remember how to play it really. If I pick

my Friday

2009-08-22T09:35:00.000-07:00

though in the real world it is Saturday ~ I've mere hours before work.My Friday includes matinees for the month of August ~ very hard on moi at this time, but I wouldn't change it for anything. I really like live theater, and want to learn more about the things I do...or am at least attempt to do anyways.I must do what I do in a fairly decent manner, as no one tells me anything ~ could be that

Saturday

2009-08-15T10:10:00.000-07:00

argh.Twitter is down again ~ silly thing. I am NOT addicted, no sirreeeeeeeee!I must be off to the city now, I have things to get for the aminals, and my BigR is having their sale today. I was going to do the storage thing, but it is not working out easily ~ I have laundry to do, and someone else started theirs, even though I asked for the washer duties...**sigh** living here is to much of a

Rose Stains...

2009-08-13T10:13:00.001-07:00

forgive me for I have sinned...it has been three days since my last bit of nonsense...**sigh**busy three days too. At least I THINK it has been three days? Today IS the 13th right?I think the biggest news is the trip to the Hinterlands ~ I've gone ahead and registered t3k (the third kid) in school up there ~ t1 and SIL are moving to Idaho, so I must needs get a place for the school year ~ do not

NOW I am in a bad mood (foul language alert!!)

2009-08-10T11:43:00.000-07:00

I got up this morning, I was okay. I'm still feeling the cranky brought on by living here, having flareups, and all that, but I was dealing...then, the incredible shit shifting† house did its' thing, and I can not find anything... my current project has vanished into a box somewhere, and I do not feel like looking for it. (sorry, bad attitude)Then, t2k comes home with some kind (okay her normal)

THIS SPACE FOR RENT

2009-08-09T14:16:00.000-07:00

all I can do is yawn today, I can't figure out why .... well, not exactly.It has been a very long week for me... again. **insert swear words here**I've decided to take the day off, and no one is home to tell me different... the girls are at work. :)I have to clean my bedroom ~ it is BAAAAAD news. I hate vacuuming though, the damn thing weighs a ton, and I think it would be easier to carry the

what day is it again???

2009-08-08T10:33:00.000-07:00

woke up "early" today ~ relatively speaking ~ and couldn't figure out what day it was to save my life. I knew the date, but (yet again) I had no idea of the day of the week. Had to LOOK at the calendar.Guess life is busy enough that I can not be arsed to remember what day of the week I am on. My life is not a 9-5 five day a week thing ~ has not been for a very long time, and with no way to mark

it isn't Friday yet...

2009-08-06T23:36:00.001-07:00

Waiting for the kid to come home, she should be here by now...Theater was okay tonight, the show felt long, but we made it. Sell out crowd, they loved all the corny jokes and silly lines.I don't know what it is about this year, but I lost another friend to cancer this week. That makes four since February. I am to the point where I do not know what to feel, and it really no longer helps to cry. I

a normal day

2009-08-05T10:49:00.000-07:00

I have hay in my hair, and horse snot on my shirt...and I went back to bed this morning that way...Probably a good thing I currently do not have a significant other, eh? I think that it is going to take an amazing man to toler...er... love me. **sigh** I find myself wondering if such a man exists...my work for LST goes apace. I am down to 8 shows for the sound board op, and 15 for the light

its my "sunday"

2009-08-03T20:01:00.000-07:00

today, I made the epic journey to see the eldest daughter... they are about to lose their house, like so many others they fell behind on their house payments, (he is in construction) and ... yeah...**sigh**The house is nearly ready for the bank to take it over. This means that everything is now finished (or being finished) up, and the remodel will be all done.they have put about 100,000 into the

to begin with...

2009-08-02T08:21:00.000-07:00

August did not begin auspiciously for me, I woke up yesterday morning with a headache… Normal situation… but as the day progressed it went into a full blown migraine ~ then, after a bit, went into a barfing migraine… yeah. WHEEEEEE!!!! I have not felt so bad in a very long time. the stuff I take for the brain aches of that kind kept coming back up… fortunately, about 11 yesterday morning, one

Odder Still

2009-07-31T13:04:00.000-07:00

It is now afternoon ~ I did go back to sleep... for quite awhile actually.I guess acknowledging that I have this "feeling" allowed me to relax enough to sleep ~ I got up at eleven ~ just in time to say good bye to T3k. She gets to use the car today, I have to run to Wenatchee for some hay, the tonnage will not arrive for a few more days ~ I use the Ford for that.I still can not place the feeling

Odd...

2009-07-31T06:03:00.001-07:00

it is five thirty in the morning, and I am already up and out of bed…my brain turned on this morning when I woke up to a cat sniffing my face ~ I didn’t make the same mistake as last time though. I didn’t bother to find out who it was, I just… **sigh** I dunno about my cats. The Little One has been very good for the Old One…but still. SOME dignity should remain when you are nearly 9 years old,

Tuezday

2009-07-28T15:00:00.000-07:00

taking a few moments here before I venture out into the heat to take care of the horses ~ they are in the small pasture still, there is shade and plenty of water ~ though they are eating a bale of hay each day now for the three of them... I am not allowed to use the big pasture, which is a royal pain in the ass ~ with that in mind, as soon as I possibly can, I am going to move Bud and be done

cranky

2009-07-27T23:05:00.000-07:00

well, for one thing, it is really hot here right now, and I do not do well in the heat. It makes me cranky...**sigh**I hurt everywhere again, it is the usual problem I have when the stupid flare ups happen... I'm fine when I'm busy, but if I am too busy I get 0verly tired, and then everything is so much worse ~ I feel out of control, I want to yell scream and maim myself...dammit.I feel like

mondays suck

2009-07-27T10:55:00.000-07:00

Everyone is gone but me today... they work the daylight, I work the night...LOL! now there is a loaded comment, eh?**sigh**I often do not know what to do with my girls, they are both doing just fine with most things... they are mostly level headed and do the "right" things...So... here I am thinking about leaving Der Towne, thereby basically leaving all that I have tried to begin to build for

Saturday morning still...

2009-07-25T09:48:00.000-07:00

I am just now moving, I slept all night, and well into the morning ~ it is becoming a regular occurrence for me actually. Nothing suffered to much because of my sleep over, but hey... I feel better.Though I do seem to have a kink in the left side of my neck..dammit.Someone else made the coffee this morning (YAY) It isn't to very bad either. I appreciate it, whomever you are. :*I've a long day

So many things, and nothing to write about...

2009-07-23T15:20:00.000-07:00

Or maybe a more appropriate thing would be to say that I haven’t the gumption to write… And I truly do not. To many things, to much stuff, to hard to put to words… I live by my emotions these days it seems, and they have me frazzled to the very core of my person. Lets see…. **SPOINK** ooops. Gasket blew… guess I had better just set it all down to words instead of thinking. I’m working hard for

the morning

2009-07-21T12:16:00.000-07:00

though I see by the clock on the computer, it is no longer truly morning ~ I've been up for a fair bit, and catching up on all the correspondence and work and...I am sooo full of shite. I have done nothing but play on FB since I got on this thing, and though I really have read my emails, I have yet to answer any.Of course, it is hard to answer someone that tells me how to enlarge my male organs,

hey

2009-07-20T10:44:00.000-07:00

It is nearly 11:00 a.m as I begin to type this, and I have (yet again) no motivation to do a damn thing this morning.Oh, I have lots to do, just no urgency to do anything... at all. This is one of those days where I am happy to not be working a full time job ~Finished up the last "fill in" job I was doing ~ now I am down to just the theater work. I hope to keep it this way while we open the next

m'kay....

2009-07-19T13:18:00.000-07:00

Suddenly it appears to be Sunday afternoon...**yawn**after a week of insomnia type symptoms, I came home last night, had my breakfast, and lay down, fully clothed on my bed...The lights went out, and nary a dream was heard. AND!!!From the way I ache this morning, I don't think I moved very much either...**stray-eeeeeetch**Had a minor emergency upon awakening though, the drip coffee maker was OUT

Saturday, the 18th of July, the year 2009

2009-07-18T11:06:00.000-07:00

this year is soooo...Half OVER.I am so very tired. So very, very tired. Spent half the day doing nothing, the other being so busy and on the go that I feel like sleeping from now until Thanksgiving!Show went fine last night, I THINK I got most of the videos right. It was good to find out that I was not totally at fault, the DVD is all screwed up, making the timing pretty bad. Our stage manager

er... Thursday Morning Post...!

2009-07-16T11:19:00.000-07:00

According to all things prediction-able, it going to be very hot the next two days here in the PNW. 100+ F**sigh** I do not do well in the heat, one of the things that is malfunctioning is my ability to cool myself off, I do not sweat as I should. Last week in the heat I threw up my dinner ~Ever thrown up in a porta potty? I totally, without reservation, recommend NOT doing so. Go find a nice

2009-07-15T16:15:00.000-07:00

Listening to the radio, being... what? Depressed isn't exactly the word, but I am not feeling up to much right now. I have to go to "work" tonight, and for the first time in a VERY long time, I do not want to go ~I mean... my boss means the world to me, and I will do nothing to let him down, but... the air of the show is just awful.I don't know how to make it better either. I can't change the

Hugs by the ton

2009-07-14T09:57:00.000-07:00

I don't have any nights off until this coming Monday... then we begin the final push for last show...Man, I hope I make it.Had a wonderful call (please read with all the sarcasm intended) ... T1k has let me know that they are going into foreclosure on their land/house. They are lucky that they stayed this long I guess ~**sigh** I do not know what they are going to do ~ and while it really isn't

odd ball

2009-07-11T09:38:00.000-07:00

m'kay... today I feel the odd man out ~ I'm sleepy, but wide awake, grumpy, but not cranky...yet.I let the girls go camping with their friends last night, and t3k managed to screw that up too. t2k came down for work, and t3 did not come down with her... so she has to have a ride down from someone else...SO!I am off to make sure bubba and angel are doing fine, switch some sprinklers, and

New Post

2009-07-09T12:19:00.000-07:00

HA! I can tell that I use the keyboard more than my girls do ~ the chair is always pushed all the way in when I sit down to use the computer. I have to pull the chair back a ways to get the keyboard out.Day 2 of light board duty went okay... I didn't do anything at all... **sigh** I KNOW this is boring, I have done this for MANY years.Still, it bugs me to just sit around so much, and listen to

HUMP day...

2009-07-08T12:00:00.001-07:00

OI! I am soooo tired. Not physically tired really, at least not any worse than normal. I am tired in my brain, my center of being, that little dudette that makes me stay sane when all other about me are not… Staying sane can be pretty difficult, ya know? the theater goes apace. I began my next 13 nights (12 left) straight last evening, and it was totally boring for me to a large extent. Once

I really need to get my backside in gear...

2009-07-07T10:12:00.000-07:00

I was going to the city today, but got up feeling lousy, so it can wait until later... I can always go this afternoon, ya know? t2k is taking a boat out as guide for the first time, and t3 is going along for the ride, so...I may not have any children at the end of the day. ;)I'm coming down with some kind of chest/throat thing, I am sure it is something from the crowd I work with. I've had

Happy Fourth of July!!!!

2009-07-04T11:20:00.000-07:00

Live in ... 5...4...3...

2009-06-30T09:17:00.000-07:00

2...1...cue the Nuns!!!:)Had my first fun with microphones last night, it won't be bad... nope! not bad at all... it is going to be AWFUL.WHAT have I gotten myself INTO?????!!!!Other than a that little wiggly concern about the complexity of the project I have undertaken, I think it is going to be an absolute blast. The hours go by quickly when there is something to do!!!! :)My mom comes home

holy zoomers batman, it is Sunday already!!!

2009-06-28T11:58:00.000-07:00

I am still trying to figure out if Sunday should be the beginning of my week, or the end... it changes from week to week, and totally depends on the week that proceeds it ~Intuitive of me, eh?**sigh**Live theater production is rolling, I am not sure that I am happy with this. I nearly didn't take the gig, as I was not sure I would have any fun ~ And thus far... I have fun when I am there, but!!

Hump Day, one million and nine...

2009-06-24T08:11:00.000-07:00

seems that this week is flying by too… **sigh** it is the hormonal week here at our house ~ everything and everyone seems to follow the same moon cycle. Even the ones on birth control. :P No word on jobs yet, and I’ve applied for five in the past seven days. I do not have the gas money to run to the city today, in fact, I am out of money period. There isn’t any more to do anything with at all.

CAn't wait for something to feel as though it is going right...

2009-06-22T09:36:00.000-07:00

okay, I'm tossing it in... already had a turn down call today, though it WAS for a job I gave up on months ago. It felt like the woman was calling because they found my application in the bottom of a drawer some place and she felt guilty that I'd not even been considered and...yeah.so.second on the poohy agenda is a horse matter... I had a line on a mare, one that is exactly what I am looking for

Saturrdayyyyy

2009-06-20T08:58:00.000-07:00

Slept in just a bit this morning, it is nearly 9 of the a.m ~ it always take me at least half an hour to post, with all the interruptions ...Happy Summer Solstice!!!I wonder how I have gotten to the middle of this year, without knowing where the year has really gone?!Been an eventful half year ~ for someone I am sure... :PToday, I am going to do silly things, like... laundry, dishes, pot plants,

day of rest

2009-06-18T08:28:00.000-07:00

I seem to be getting a lot done these days, I am sleeping better at night too. I find it hard to keep going through the afternoons, but so far, I have slogged on through them.Dealing with both girls being here is ... interesting. While they are both a bit more mature, every once in awhile there is a slip up and things go awry...**sigh** to be expected I suppose.so, today ~ I had myself a day of

late

2009-06-17T10:02:00.000-07:00

well...off to the day ~ its a weed :)

randomness

2009-06-13T13:14:00.000-07:00

Seems all things happen in threes at my house ~ the good, the bad, the weird, the unexplainable, the ugly...t2k is off on her rafting adventure, she is lovin' it so far. Today she is on the "main event" ~ means she is not doing the big rapids above town ~ because she didn't get herself on "the board" soon enough.It is thundering a bit outdoors, I am home alone except for the dogs... I don't care

Happier than flies on cowpies....

2009-06-12T15:03:00.000-07:00

Sometimes, in the midst of alll the stuff that happens to a person, life throws in a little sommat that makes the time and effort worth the while.This weekend, my middle daughter (OCD one) is officiallly finished with High School. It has been a very long year...But now, she is off and doing things that I never thought she would be able to do, she was always tied up in knots about so many things

Fourth

2009-06-04T09:29:00.000-07:00

And so, it is the sixth month in the year two thousand and nine...six months in, and I do not have work to speak of, and bills up the hiney. Okay, so I do have a job coming up, but the pay is lousy, and I signed the contract so that I had SOMETHING coming in for the summer.**sigh**Today, am forcing myself to sit down and build a real live resume ~ I don't have a lot to go on it, but what I have

2009-06-01T21:22:00.000-07:00

June oneth, the year 2009 ~ and in 9 days, I will celebrate the day I first became a mom...Can't believe my oldest daughter is going to be 26 years old in nine days.That means I am now older than most dirt ~**sigh**Tonight I FEEL old. I didn't feel this way until I arrived home here to find that yet again, my mother had shoved things around... without regard to what was where, and who needed what

off into the sunset

2009-05-28T17:45:00.000-07:00

It is time to go feed the horses, feed being a relative term... I don't mind so much, but I have to put on SHOES...it is to hot for anything but flip flops...(omg, I have HUGE feet!)and I have to put on my jeans also...and I can't ever remember where I put my barn shoes...oh duh... downstairs, turn left twice, and trip over them...and then...off to the barn!on our way there, Old Dog is attacked

Beauty

2009-05-27T07:48:00.000-07:00

this is my younger brothers work ~ go check him out at his website!

Tuesday, the first day of the week...

2009-05-25T13:33:00.000-07:00

This past week, I have spent nearly all my time helping out people ~ not a bad thing, but it occasionally gets to me ... especially when I walk into my own space at the end of the day and my cats give me "the tail" treatment...**sigh**guess I need to get myself back on some kind of schedule, and find time for them.I did find time for a mini picnic, this is the view I had from my table...It is

Laundry makes me sleepy...

2009-05-23T21:53:00.000-07:00

It is Saturday already, and I do not know where Thursday and Friday went...Yesterday we went to Walmart, mamma needed a new pair of jeans...I bought the last pair in my size. Then, I treated t2k to a new purse (denim) and a bit of jewelery from Panama Jack ~ We'd have gotten a pair or two of flip flops, but the only ones that were the correct sizes were uuuuuuhhhhhhgly!!!!!Spent this morning

off to the hinterlands...

2009-05-20T07:40:00.000-07:00

So, it has finally happened. The eldest daughter (the first kid, or T1k) has asked her sister (the middle daughter (the second kid, or T2k) to leave. **sigh**My life is about to get a whole lot weirder.Again.Now I have to deal with a child that seems to live to be negative...**shrug**To late not to have children, so guess I am stuck with it, eh?Nice thing is that I am not stuck with the negative

Monday morning sigh fest...

2009-05-18T07:54:00.000-07:00

I am sooooo tired this morning... I am happy that my mom is still asleep, I am not to good with her idiosyncrasies when I get like this. I sincerely am worried about her ~ but I know that I can not do anything to help ~ and that STINKS.**yawn**Shees. I can't stop with the yawning.I've recracked a rib, just by using the muscles that are attached to it. Made for bad sleep, and that could just be

care worn and weary of it...

2009-05-17T15:57:00.000-07:00

I am sooo worn out!Now begins the cleaning up ~ which is going to be a pain, as a lot of ordinary daily stuff got left by the way because I was busily trying to get myself set up for der sale. We got the sale done just in time though, because it has turned very hot here now. Just three nights ago we had snow fall, and now it is about 85°F ~ talk about getting hit by summer. SHEES!It is high

Nearly a week later...

2009-05-16T19:07:00.000-07:00

Oh my stars, I am HAPPY that this week is finally over. I am tired of trying to put prices on things I do not need, or do not want, (or haven't any idea where they came from..) and then trying to figure out how to prepare for the onslaught of humans ~**sigh** but I have made it, and from much came a bit, and I have very little left to take to the thrifty folks at the Good Will store in the

The joke is on US

2009-05-10T19:53:00.000-07:00

Today is the beginning of another week, and this one will be taken up with getting ready for our first ever, ( most likely ONLY) yard sale.I am not sure that I will sell anything, I don't know what kind of prices to put on stuff, and... yeah.**sigh**The garden space is now completely ready to go (thanks to my older sister) ~ I can not work that closely with our mom, and my sis is very

off to the day

2009-05-08T08:23:00.000-07:00

Finally, it is Friday.**does a happy dance**I'm awake, though barely. I leave the curtains down/closed because I am in the southern end of the house, and it always gets REALLY hot this time of year. My mom had her windows replaced, but they don't help much when the sun is beating directly in all the time.Guess my point is that when I am sitting in the dark, it is hard to make my mind understand

late

2009-05-07T08:52:00.000-07:00

Poor horsies... nearly 9 a.m and I am just now having my coffee....I fed them extra last night because it is cold here ~ not freezing, but still cold for this time of year. The garden ~ and I use the term loosely to describe it ~ is not doing well at all. We need to buy a couple of the "wall-o-water" towers for our tamaters to help keep them warm during the night...also called "tomato teepees" by

SO!!!

2009-05-06T09:57:00.001-07:00

WELLL... so much for the bus driving job. Interviews started today, and I have not been called. My overwhelming shyness in a crowd of strange people has finally caught up with me.SO! No big deal, now I am honestly applying for Welfare. One of the 18% jump in the statistics in Washington state.**sigh**I will have to go back and "renew" my registration with the local Job Security place (

Been...

2009-05-03T21:45:00.000-07:00

A very long weekend.Friday, t2k was supposed to drive herself down in t1k's Tundra ~ she hit a dog, and the sand on the road was so soft that it did not kill the dog, but the truck lost traction on the front end... and she went up the sand bank...turned the truck on the drivers side... it looked worse than it was. BUT!!! the dog caused the wreck, it should not go against her on her license here..

Ambiguity

2009-04-30T11:55:00.000-07:00

So.I have a chance at this job, but I don't know that it is what I really want to do... I am not thrilled about it, unless I count the fact that I may (yes, may...haven't made call back yet) have a job by the 18th of May.SO!I so dislike the thought of taking a job that I might not love to do... I did that with the grocery job, and while I loved the people I worked with, and did not mind the work

HUMP day...

2009-04-29T18:49:00.000-07:00

Went to my "video" think for the coach operator job ~ there are 122 applicants for 6 jobs.SHEES... I don't have a chance, but at least I made it this far, right? I just want something reliable in my life ya know?Been a busy few days. Monday and Tuesday I cranked to get the storage thing taken care of, and managed that two days early... I don't know if I will be getting a credit or not, but hey..

2009-04-26T20:29:00.000-07:00

I've (sort of) misplaced my phone, I think it is in the feeder trough over at the barn... and I am to lazy to go get it. I go back in morning, so... **Shrug** not a big deal.Sorry viggo, no phone calls tonight. Try to miss me, okay?Only four days left in the month of April, the year 2009...better get on the schtick if you have goals to to reach by the end of this month!!!Star Trek opens one week

Saturday, Saturday...

2009-04-25T08:50:00.000-07:00

I always think of the song by the Bay City Rollers when ever I type the word Saturday… weird, eh? **sigh** Music is a huge part of my life, I associate things with particular songs all the time… Saturday just because it was a catchy, if annoying tune. I’ve finished up my coffee, it is a two cuppa day. I am foggy this morning, I don’t like the feeling. And I hurt in all the “right” (read: normal

sliding for home...

2009-04-23T08:47:00.000-07:00

Thursday, Day 113 of the year of our Lord two thousand and nine...Little Cat is in full heat, she is makin' me insane.Well, insaner than normal anyways. She can't settle down to any one thing ~ poor girl. Hopefully I will be able to get her fixed soon.I'm giving this stuff that the new doc wants me to take a full week, then I am calling... nothing I do makes it any better, I don't sleep well on

Points

2009-04-22T23:00:00.000-07:00

Today is "earth day" ~ has been for what... 40 years or so? It began in 1962 ~ and I wish that something would have happened to make it more than it is now even...**sigh**At any rate, I am tired of the "green thing" ~ irritated with it even.Why is it irritating? Because it comes across as all hot air. If the bull ~ pooey that is being handed out as "green" could be used to produce electricity, or

2009-04-22T08:32:00.000-07:00

I'm off to the city with my barn land lady... maybe. I am willing to bet that she finks out on me, and she owes me 2 bales of hay... GOOD hay.**sigh** can't complain, my horse stays at the the place for free, and I do all the feeding, cleaning and everything...:p just tired this morning I suppose.off now, or I will never get gone.stay in bed vig... I wouldn't wish today on anyone.:*

Hot!

2009-04-21T10:33:00.000-07:00

We are having warm temps this week ~ I don't like this kind of heat, not this early in the season. I have to work up to it slowly... Like an entire summers worth of work up. :pBroke down and ordered some ink for my printer, a DVD and a book on natural house cleaners ~ as in ... Make my own. I've a book somewhere on this already, and I am pretty sure that it is the same book, just an updated

2009-04-19T11:37:00.000-07:00

**yawwwn**It is the first day of my week, and Sunday to boot ~ so it is supposedly a day of rest, right?Right!Okay, at least anything I can do to make myself feel better about getting out of bed late, is good, right?RIGHT!!! Besides, the only thing I was late for that counted was feeding Budman and his cronies ~and there is enough grass to keep them occupied until I manage to drag my sleep

second half and when exactly???

2009-04-17T15:35:00.000-07:00

Moving into the second half of April now ~ the ... umm... what? 107th day of 2009 ~ I think? I've a perpetual calendar somewhere...Can't be arsed to go find it, so I am doing the math in my head, and I'm coming up with 107.Somehow, that looks better than April 17th ~ to me anyways. Means I have 348 days left of this year to get my life squared away! :)Tried to take a nap, but no one else would

Hump day...

2009-04-15T07:05:00.000-07:00

It is Wednesday already...I feel as though I am wasting my week. Yesterday I had to run to the city to buy hay, dog and cat food ~ today I have a doctors appointment. I was going to go to t3ks' conferences, but I spent the gas money for such on getting t2k back up to the Northlands...and got yelled at by t1k for "babying" her... yes, I did let t2k manipulate me ~ after many hours of her being so

the days fly by

2009-04-14T20:15:00.000-07:00

**sigh** yes, they do, eh? and with ever increasing speed. I thought time went to fast when the girls were small ~ that really was nothing compared to now.Maybe it feels this way because I have more demands than ever on my time...mom, house, dogs, horses, kitties... I kind of seem to have sorta replaced the girls with other things...weird that I would do that... NOT.at any rate.Turned down the

great video...

2009-04-14T09:17:00.000-07:00

this is via the cookseys of New Mexico... I LOVE it!!!

Happy Easter!

2009-04-12T19:03:00.001-07:00

something funny...

2009-04-10T08:53:00.000-07:00

Old Dog and both kitties have something in common ~ (other than myself) ~ they are all very much creatures of habit. I do feel badly for them sometimes...Things around here used to happen on a schedule, with small variances due to the things in the schedules before them ~ I always managed to keep the time variations to less than an hour though, and being the person I am, I was seldom

its' been a bit...

2009-04-08T23:40:00.000-07:00

It has been a week of Mondays, let me tell you! I am not even sure which way is up ~ and it started on Saturday...the kid was here, she did not make her appointment at the clinic... five minutes late, and they wouldn't even let her in the door. while I do understand, I think that they should have shown a bit of compassion for the distance that she had to drive.Life is not good up there for the

on the move

2009-04-03T08:43:00.000-07:00

HAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAA!!!Man, I so crack myself up sometimes. I'm BARELY moving this morning, fibrowhatsis is full blown and I'm aching bad enough to want some real drugs...**sigh**Kind of waiting for the kid to come back from her appointment ~ she is doing the cervical cancer shots, it comes in a package of three, given a number of months apart. She also opted for the meningitis Vaccine ~ go her!!

ninety second day of two thousand nine

2009-04-02T03:58:00.000-07:00

bright and early on the second of April... well, early anyways. Seems I am in an insomnia phase of things now...which totally stinks, because I tend to get sicker easier when this phase happens.**sigh** had the funny flush thing going today, the "butterfly" thing that signifies the lupus ~ wondered about the way I've been feeling lately, so I am not to very surprised. Had a good visit yesterday

wow...where did March go?

2009-04-01T07:32:00.000-07:00

While I am glad March is gone, I am, as usual, not to sure where it went. As in... I didn't get anything done type gone/went/bye bye...**sigh** seems to be the story of me life. Not sure what to do to change that either, ya know?I know I did do a fair bit, and I managed to do so without getting so tired I couldn't function the next day ~I hate whatever is wrong with me, I am always tired, always

Lazy Sunday Morning

2009-03-29T09:50:00.000-07:00

Little Cat has no one to play with, Middle Cat went to the great nowhere in the north with t2k ~ seems I have become her playmate. She wants to be ON my person, chewing on just about anything that can be reached from a comfortable position across my arms, legs, keyboard, monitor, printer...She hasn't quite figured out how to settle down and just SIT...I have hope that she will, but it looks grim.

oi!

2009-03-27T19:57:00.000-07:00

I have the Zag game on in the background, it would be so cool if the Bulldogs could move on in the tourney...Currently though, "we" are two points down. THAT at least is doable, ya know?I am very tired ~ I've gotten a fair bit done this week. Nothing like I NEED to get finished, but welcome to motherhood, and its' aftermath, eh???Called up to the hinterlands, and talked with the renter of the

I need help...

2009-03-26T18:34:00.000-07:00

or is it that I just need a life?**sigh** as much as I am getting done, I can't help but feel that there is more out there than I have ~ I just do not know what/where/who/when/why...:p stinks that I am in such a damn bad mood with it all. I have all this stuff, and I find myself getting resentful that I have to be the one that decides what to do with it.Maybe I will just put it all in one storage

again with the slow start...

2009-03-26T10:17:00.000-07:00

I am not sleeping to well ~ not sure why either. Most of the time I can pin it down, having troubles deciding what is "wrong"...Other than being in pain constantly, nothing is off kilter...that I can recognize. **sigh**I've the window open, and it is fuh-reezing in here...but it smells good now. Little Kitty wants so badly to be in the open part, but Old Cat is hogging the entire sill ~ she isn't

sigh

2009-03-22T10:58:00.000-07:00

T2k has gone with her sister to the hinterlands of the north...for this week at least, my life is my own again...I am going to enjoy it whilst I can. I do not think that t2k will last more than a week up there, but hey... t1k is very persuasive with her sisters...much to my dismay.**sigh** so... just me, budman, Old Cat, Little Kitty, Old Dog and my mom... going to be a very quiet week.I have to

know what?

2009-03-19T14:00:00.000-07:00

it is now mid-afternoon, and I have accomplished ONE load of laundry, tried a bunch of things out on various web sites, taken a shower, fed the horses once, and sat on my backside doing nothing for the rest of the day...oh ~ went to the bank and fixed the snafu.Been thinking, and one of the thoughts that I have come upon is that I am, for the first time in my life, glad that I am poor... I have

hearing

2009-03-17T07:51:00.000-07:00

**sigh** as in... I can't very well any more. The tinnitus is so bad that some days I only hear vague noises when things are happening around me.I find I chose not to listen or communicate with people because of it too ~ I hide myself away and do not interact at all.I am doing that more and more, and the reason pretty much is my children. Never thought I would regret having them, but right now? I

Lazy day

2009-03-15T13:12:00.000-07:00

It is snowing here in the great Northwest... I live about 108 miles by road from Seattle, across the Cascade Range ~ and it began this morning shortly before I went to feed the horses.It is currently the middle of the afternoon, and we've gotten a full six inches of the stuff in our front yard.A front yard, less than 24 hours ago, that had zero inches of the white stuff in it...**sigh** Seems as

"no, YOU are!"

2009-03-13T07:03:00.000-07:00

Been up since four this morning, woke up without needing to go back to sleep... not so weird really, if it had been any earlier, before DLST, it would be called insomnia...As I lay in bed, pondering my options, Little Cat decided the day would begin. She got up, did the graceful catly stretch thing, which was marred by a slight miscalculation of the space time continuum ~ she fell off the edge

Finding myself

2009-03-11T07:07:00.000-07:00

When I was younger... MUCH younger... I had no idea that a person could feel so lost within their own lives.Here I am, 50 years old, and all I have to show for any kind of dream I had is a horse that I am going to have to sell, probably for much less than I bought him for.Can you say "mid life crisis" ?????**sigh**So.As I sit here and consider what I want to do with my life, I find my interests

Daylight savings...

2009-03-10T07:33:00.000-07:00

I don't know why, but daylight savings seems to really throw a monkey in the wrench works... I can't get myself together for about a month after the States switch ~ upsets the apple cart enough that I just want to scream some days in frustration. I mean...bad enough that I do not function to well on a daily basis, but to have to get up an hour earlier than my body can handle ~ it sucks pretty

for the joy of it...

2009-03-09T07:19:00.000-07:00

Lately in the mornings, Little Kitty has gone into nutzo mode, ripping about the bedroom like she is on crack ~ up the walls, up the chair, across the bed, over me, under me, (desk chair), into the window, out of the window...(lather, rinse, repeat)Today, it seems be a particularly bad case of "the RIPS" ~ and I have come to the conclusion that she is doing this for the sheer joy of running about

why do I have pets???

2009-03-07T07:45:00.000-08:00

I have been getting up at 6 a.m for the past couple of weeks ~ we've been off and about before 8 of the morning for ages now. My body clock has reset itself to automatically wake up at that aforementioned ugly hour...So, this morning, the one morning I could have easily slept in, the cats decided that they wanted their breakfast at the hour they normally get it...yeah. 6 a.m.**sigh**First, Little

so... its' FRIDAY!!!

2009-03-06T06:49:00.000-08:00

today I sell my saddles, one complete, and the other as is. I like to ride bareback anyways, ya know?yay!!**sigh** next on the agenda is the car ~ then the stuff can just get dumped as I go. The better things I am going to yard sale in the spring ~ the rest is out the door.off to the races, today is a LONG day of being away from home.See you tonight Viggo ~:*

Turdsay

2009-03-05T11:48:00.000-08:00

yeah, I mean to speel it that way... when the girls were younger, they all said "Turdsday" ~ for some reason, none of them could say the "th" sound until they were almost in Kindergarten...yes, I have known for a very long time that my children are a bit odd.Normal is soooo... boring.though I could stand some normal right now. No angst, no PMS, no stress... I just want it to all go away, ya know

still low

2009-03-03T06:12:00.000-08:00

I did not sleep to well last night, trying to come up with some kind of plan...after many hours of tossing and turning, I have no plan, except to just let all the shit go.I'll go to the storage this week and get the things I want, put them in the room here, and then let the girls do the same... then it alll belongs to the dude at the storage.What else can I do? I had so hoped to have my own house

Holy Doodles it's MARCH

2009-03-02T12:17:00.000-08:00

For as many years as I have been alive, the first of March always seems to catch my unawares... odd that. I must have this block about the fact that FebRUary operates with fewer days than the rest of the months.So, this month is a long and nasty one here in the PNW. It all begins with some idiot decided to put Daylight savings time a month earlier than it was before...I seriously dislike the flip

trying to think

2009-02-26T09:19:00.000-08:00

My dad died one year ago today ~ I am trying to review the year in my head, and I do not recall to very much... I'm that way all the time though, so doesn't mean that the year was bad and I want to forget it or anything.Though I would rather forget it it. Seriously.On the upside here, I promised my dad I'd stay a year, and today is the year.... so now the looking about for other wheres and whys

oatmeal and rice, and taco spices chicken...

2009-02-24T09:39:00.001-08:00

My mom is in the biggest city helping my elder sister pack up her house... seems like they finally have sold the monster thing. If it works, this is what they call a "short sale" ~ means that they have accepted an offer short of what they actually owe, and while I have not heard if the bank will accept it or not, seems like a pretty good thing to do... better to have some money for the stupid

long nights day

2009-02-23T07:30:00.000-08:00

Got up this morning to a skiff of snow ~ the NWS had been threatening us with it all day, though I do not recall at this moment if TWC did or not... I do not use TWC as much as I used to, the ads are a serious pain in the butt!Yesterday went by in a blur, we went over and shoveled poo at the barn ~ made progress on it, though I am pretty sure it will not look like it when I go over in about 30

Mogsie

is it Friday yet?

two in a row...

waking up

so...what IS today?

New Month

half an hour

Positive Attitudes are a pain sometimes....

my Friday

Saturday

Rose Stains...

NOW I am in a bad mood (foul language alert!!)

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what day is it again???

it isn't Friday yet...

a normal day

its my "sunday"

to begin with...

Odder Still

Odd...

Tuezday

cranky

mondays suck

Saturday morning still...

So many things, and nothing to write about...

the morning

hey

m'kay....

Saturday, the 18th of July, the year 2009

er... Thursday Morning Post...!

Hugs by the ton

odd ball

New Post

HUMP day...

I really need to get my backside in gear...

Happy Fourth of July!!!!

Live in ... 5...4...3...

holy zoomers batman, it is Sunday already!!!

Hump Day, one million and nine...

CAn't wait for something to feel as though it is going right...

Saturrdayyyyy

day of rest

late

randomness

Happier than flies on cowpies....

Fourth

off into the sunset

Beauty

Tuesday, the first day of the week...

Laundry makes me sleepy...

off to the hinterlands...

Monday morning sigh fest...

care worn and weary of it...

Nearly a week later...

The joke is on US

off to the day

late

SO!!!

Been...

Ambiguity

HUMP day...

Saturday, Saturday...

sliding for home...

Points

Hot!

second half and when exactly???

Hump day...

the days fly by

great video...

Happy Easter!

something funny...

its' been a bit...

on the move

ninety second day of two thousand nine

wow...where did March go?

Lazy Sunday Morning

oi!

I need help...

again with the slow start...

**sigh**

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