hearing

**sigh** as in... I can't very well any more. The tinnitus is so bad that some days I only hear vague noises when things are happening around me.

I find I chose not to listen or communicate with people because of it too ~ I hide myself away and do not interact at all.

I am doing that more and more, and the reason pretty much is my children. Never thought I would regret having them, but right now? I honestly do.

**sigh**

I won't say that within their hearing, but hey... they do not pay a damn bit of attention to where/what/when/how I am, or what I am doing so... yeah.

other than that?

I'm just tired.

of EVERYTHING.

off to feed the ponies now... :)

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