is it Friday yet?

I miss the view from my 'office' already...

I am getting a cold, so I took some nighttime stuff to be able to breathe all night... while I slept okay, I am now groggy, and grumpy as I imagine the devil to be when he has a headcold...

No, not h1n1 ~ I live to far out in the sticks for that. Though I DO live in a tourist town...

**shrug** at any rate, I am dragging really bad this morning, all I want to do is crawl back in bed. Can't do that, or I won't sleep tonight, mores the pity. The cats are arrayed in their usual places, Leedle One on the back of my chair, and Old Cat in the dogs' bed. So very tempting to join them...

My room/work space are a mess, I've not taken a lot of time here at the house. I plan (yes, the dreaded P word...) to at least put the clean clothes away ~ then?

Probably a nap.

yes. a nap would be good...

**yawn**

I suppose I'd better get going before I lose all motivation...even the coffee is not helping today.

~:-)

two in a row...

Today is the second day that I have managed to be up and moving before 7 ante meridiem (a.m.) I was actually smart, and got the coffee machine all ready to go last night before I went to bed

yes, I amaze myself with my cleverness sometimes... o

Oh shush you!














Walk this morning was foggy, I made a whole quarter of a mile before I got tired... means half mile in all, right? Don't laugh, that is pretty good for the old lady here.

Fall really seems to be on its way now, though the weather man says that it will warm up by the end of the week ~

I have to finish moving stuff this week, then next week I will be busy trying to find work that does not tire me out, that pays enough to make all the bills and maybe can work into something with health insurance...

HA! yes, I laugh insanely at myself too ~ I do have a tendency to wish for the moon these days.

Off to the Farmers Market now, I hope to get enough fresh stuff to last until Thursday ~ when the next group of Farmers comes through.

I love this time of year.

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waking up

This












is what I wake up to each morning...
As I become more coherent...













I just want to close my eyes and hope the day goes away... but no, I get up ~













"gosh mom, you are actually kind of TALL"
And once I am standing...













SHE curls up someplace and goes back to sleep.

Sunday, and for most people in this world, the beginning of a new week.

I skipped church today to have the house to myself... it was a good thing to do. I made it through todays NYTimes, and I did not once lose my coffee cup!

For the first time in a very long time I actually had a cup of HOT coffee.

yes, I amazed myself with that little feat...well, two feats actually.

I am currently doing laundry, and oh how I hate laundry... I have a tendency to wait until every last wearable thing is in the pile before I'll do it.

**sigh** I really do need to work on that little flaw in my life, but as that is the only one I have, I am doing JUST fine!

**snort** delusions intact! :)

off to chat, I miss everyone. It has been nine years since I met everyone over LOTR ~ time to catch up.

~:-)

so...what IS today?

Without a way to mark time, it kind of loses its' meaning around here. I get up, do the days schtuff, and then go to bed. The only difference is that I am now doing more things in the daylight... like a "real" human being.

:)

Raining today, it is lovely. Though, the kids are coming to get t1ks' things, and now they will get ruined... it will all be thrown away anyways, and t1k has no balls to stick up to the SIL to say "no, my things count too"

They don't. NOTHING t1k owns counts for ANYTHING with the SIL. I wish she'd leave the man, but hey... she is a good little co-dependent person, and her life doesn't count for shit...

yeah. I raised HER badly. :p

My mom just informed me that t2k does not intend to come back here, her dad has offered her a job over on the west side... it would be nice to know these things in advance...

I can't care, it hurts to much. Once the things are gone that are t1k's, I am done with that... I have my own life now.

**sigh** sucks to feel as though I have put so many years into things that I did not need to do... I could have had my own life, but for some STUPID reason I put the girls first...

VERY STUPID.

so... yeah. this post has gone to hell.

off to do other things...

ah yes... My happy place!

New Month

four months left in 2009 ~ wow.

no, I've not a clue in this world where the year went. For the past three months straight I was involved in the theater gig ~ loved it, and feel a bit lost tonight without it... I suppose I shall survive, and get on with my life...

Today was spent sorting things out ~ I packed two different boxes, and then took a bunch of loose things to the storage. I have all month to finish it all up, but it will take time, energy, and a LOT of gas.

**sigh**

I feel like writing tonight, but I will do it long hand. Listened to a song on a web site (JoeNichols.com) and it put me to thinking ~ so I shall jot down a few words of the story that the song suggested.

feels good to begin to get the half done projects restarted ~ Live theater is time heavy, and it takes a lot of energy also. I don't do the stage thing, but it is just as bad to have to feel the whole works all night, to make the sounds and lights mean what they should.

I'd love to direct something one of these days.

**sigh**

SO!

I'm off to write, or fall alseep in the chair, depending on the mood when I get done with my tea.

today was my last day of eating whatever I want ~ If I am going to get a handle on my health, I gotta begin now.

Stargate ~ the movie is on AMC. Uh oh. need to write fast... ;)

'til tomorrow...

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