still low

I did not sleep to well last night, trying to come up with some kind of plan...after many hours of tossing and turning, I have no plan, except to just let all the shit go.

I'll go to the storage this week and get the things I want, put them in the room here, and then let the girls do the same... then it alll belongs to the dude at the storage.

What else can I do? I had so hoped to have my own house by now ~ my own life, my own ANYTHING. Instead, I'm sick, in debt with medical up to my blurry eyeballs and feeling as though I have no worth in this world at all.

**sigh**

yeah. time to throw in the towel.

off to the storage... feel like i have to get there before the office opens up, ya know?

**sigh**